miss photographer

It's been almost a week that I deactivated myself on facebook. And I feel super duperly awesome. I dont miss it at all. I dont really care if anybody misses me there. Because now I am free of all kind of silly messages. Or completely nonsense information. Who are really importnt, I find the way to talk.

I have checked the cameras, and its not even that expensive. So probably by the summer I will buy it. Or spring. Or when I will actually get out of the flat. I actually wanna learn how to make good photos. And as some random people to be my model. Or my cat. I have a beautiful cat. I bet we would make a good company! And I will be able to take more photos of my life like in general. I look forward to get a camera! I am pretty excited about it...



Exam period soooooon over! I have to buy a shitload of things. Like clothes, creams, makeup, shampoo, showerstuffs, toothpasta... Plus I wanna buy double things of some stuffs to my boyfriend's place aswell, because I dont wanna carry them all the time with myself. I am such a lazy girl.

Aaaaaand yesterday I wrote an email to a lady asking for information about some training I wanna take. She was extremly helpful, so I asked more questions. I think I know what I wanna be. Which is good because I know which way to set my steps.

I decided not to talk about it to my family. To be honest I will graduate soon. Do I want my family to be there? Will I let them know the date? I dont think so. I dont want them to show up because of stupid formalities. I did this because of myself not of themselves.