Smart woman

Today I actually went for a date. After 2 months this was the first time that I actually said yes to a guy.
Just to see how it feels like.















I will never understand it.  Maybe I am taking emotions too meaningful? Silly, sillly Timea! I wish my relationship could last forever. I never udnerstood those ppl who can switch men in every half a year. Or in every other year. I wanna have that kind of relationship when we have a histroy. Where we have memories and we can say " do you remember when...? "

How was the date?  I like this guy talking. He was talking crazy lot as I am really shy and not-talkative girl at the beginning. But he dodget the bullet and talked a lot! And why I really like the way he thinks? Because he said that he want his children to go to privat school and study study. And he knows like 4 languages.. . However i don think im gonna have an other date with him. I just dont want and dont feel like to.  It was good because no I know:   Nice guys and smart guys still exists! And who thinks about his family and kids. Not only the present or the next one year but the future. Everything I do is because I know I will have babies and I know education isn't for free. I just have to be patient and one day a tall, determined, motivated and smart guy having the same in mind as me and then we can build up something together will ask me out. And I will say yes.

.... My dad will come next week! Yay! I am happy because we haven't met long time. We will probably have lunch somewhere and talk. We have a lot to say. We talk every day but its so not the same talking with him online or in person.

My sis will visit home after the next week. So I will go home to have lunch with them. And meet and things like that.
Having family everywhere is a good and a bad thing. Bad because everybody is far away. Good thing because you can just head up and travel around and see new things while you meet family. And it is special in a way.