my body my temple

Sometiems I wonder those people who can easily find a boyfriend. Like. Just decide go to party and booom. Me and my friend were talking baout it. She is that kind of girl who likes dating and likes get to know more boys. And it is totally normal. When I think about it I usually reflect my body as a "temple".



It doesn't only mean that I respect it and not going to harm with smoke or too much alcohol or other unhealthy things, but also that I try to select those ppl who are wort to see whats inside of it. who actually respect it.
I dont wanna be one of those kind of girls who has lot of boyfriend for 4-5 months but true feelings never. Good things happen with time.


Lately I was thinking about family. I think the more older i am the more I think. I have learned already a lot of things by seeing others mistakes or by experience my own mistakes. I always try to change something for the better and always try to improve my personality to make not only mine but others life easier. Family is something what I can do to make life easier.
Like a month ago I was talking with my grandma and I know how my dad feels about us. And my grandma is the person I share the most of my thoughts. And I told her that I wanna do something that makes the family get closer. Its hard anyway because of the distance but distance is not that hard. I mean I dont think that distance could destroy anything.
She said that she sees that I am becoming older as I started thinking about the future. Maybe my future boyfriend will have a bad family, who knows. I want my kids have a stable family.
And I think I learned my lesson and I dont wanna do the same mistake next time or lose someone important for something that I actually can change.
If I could learn how to do eyebrow, I can do everything.

 Iam thinking about to start learning singing like really. learn how to vocal control and release the breath. If I just start singing I just feel like I am so happy. I hope one day my baby gets all my talent I got. I love it so much. My dad used to say that I am like an uncut diamond. I can have so many things inside but it's still unrevealed.

And I decided to go to gym at least 2 times a week. And jogging. I actuallly have already started jogging but the weather is so crap. And I bought a gym ball. I could do this in the gym but I dont like if others saw how I am rolling with tha gymball. lol. And I wanna buy a jump rope as well. And then my life is going to be a little bit completed.