I think my newest addiction is eyebrow.I am so addcited to it. I check every girls eyebrow is its good or not. I read about it how to do. And checked girls how they do. Finaly I think I learned how to do it well. LOL I like it now the way it looks.
I will go soon get some clothes for summer / spring. My mood is about to be balanced again. I am much much better than I was. I survived! Though I had insomnia I cried a hell lot, and eat nothing as I had no apetite. But I think now its about to finish. Im not saying that I dont miss him.. But I am rather be alone and be happy than being a second or third for someone who I would have put on the first. I will be okay. And I will be happy. And I will find someone who put me first too.
About studies? I started studying biology but to be honest its so easy. I used to study biology 7 hours/week in school as I studied it in advance level. The same with chemistry. Though chemistry is a different story.
I also have to finish my current degree and I am working on the driving licence AND also my diplom work. I do them because its all worth.
In the meantime I took my friends advice "try to imagine yourself in 10 years". Now that i am working in an office seeing the same faces every single days its kinda boring. I like it. I really like the people i work with. But still. I love meeting new people. And then I wanna do something good.
When I was talking with my friend in the summer 2013. We were in Budapest and we were talking about the jobs. What his opinion whats mine. The older I am the more I am realising what I wanna do. I think I am really lucky that I have been doing a lot of things. So I know what I DO NOT want to do.
Now I have a goal, it is possible to reach. Its all up to me. I am going to do my best.
....And I wanna do something that makes m proud of myself. And when one day I will have kids I wanna be their example girl.
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