work? tell me about it how hard

I am really extremly tired of my family. I mean. I dont wanna be rude. I dont wanna be like crazy. But can I be just honest?

summer is coming

I started doing yoga! Again. I am very happy that as I started jogging and going to the gym and practicing yoga I started getting back my good old body.

I think my newest addiction is eyebrow.I am so addcited to it. I check every girls eyebrow is its good or not. I read about it how to do. And checked girls how they do. Finaly I think I learned how to do it well. LOL I like it now the way it looks. 

#poem?

Decided on writing a poem? Yes. I felt my creativity is about to explode. 

is good-enough enough?

I am alright. I am much better. Before the past 2 weeks I was at home (except work) And I did nothing on the earth. So many things was in my mind in the same time. I was so lost and insecure.

I was about to fed up with some boys too who always write to me and asks to meet. I asked them do you wanna me becasue you wanna sex? Or do you wanna meet me because you expect something in return? They said yes. Well I said then fuck off. 
I dont think that I wanna be in any kind of connection to anyone. I mean lets be superficial. That is noharm.

the best company

I wasn't blogging for a long time. I was busy. I am still busy. But today I made up some time.

I thought its a relationship that I need. But I am realising I was mistaken. I thought if I had someone my life would be much better. Or at least I could be much happier. But no. It wasn't the way I expected. For me the happier I am the slimmer I am. I lost zero fat.
The last time I was very slim was in 2012. When I spent the whole day with my neighbour's dog. I know it might sound funny. But could it be possible that all I need is a company that can be with me any time? I had always a very close relationship with animals. I always had a dog with me. This is the first time that I dont have.