teach

The past ... weeks, i was really thinking, what should I be. If I grow up. I mean when it comes to work. If I could I would probably be a singer :-) Just because I love love love love and LOVE singing. I sing every day. I just can't exist without singing... Like this song! aaahhh my life is about this voice!
Feels so lovely when someone hears me sing, and while I sing, I see on his face:  "god he loves my voice!" :-)

Now which is probably the closest to reality, is to be a teacher. Language teacher. Russin and Dutch, and enlish. And I wanna speak properly in german as well, and of course spanish. I actually have started all of them. i just have to finish. 

Yes but, Im doing also a business diplom. This is the time, when I wish I had more hours / day. more than 24 hours. I often face the problem: I wanna do so many things, and I have to realise, I aint got time fo' them. I dont like the "empty hours" when I dont hve to do anything. That's why I hte waiting, or hate just doing nothing at all. Sometimes though doing nothing at all is equal to doing something very important and meaningful. 

I guess no one got me now.  

I like being in balance. When I feel like, I can maage my things. so sometimes all I need is just to do nothing and meditate about my things. Think think think..! as winnie the pooh always says.