Smart woman

Today I actually went for a date. After 2 months this was the first time that I actually said yes to a guy.
Just to see how it feels like.

my body my temple

Sometiems I wonder those people who can easily find a boyfriend. Like. Just decide go to party and booom. Me and my friend were talking baout it. She is that kind of girl who likes dating and likes get to know more boys. And it is totally normal. When I think about it I usually reflect my body as a "temple".

rich men world

As I am getting older and meet more like a man instead a boy sometimes I realise they think the more they talk about the money the more they think they can pick up a pretty woman.
Talking about how luxury place he has and how rich he is just makes me believe I dont want this guy.

no no no no. I am not saying that I hate money. I am saying that I like the good old normal way of picking up a girl. Compliments. Invite to cinema. Invite to have a dinner. Talk abotut interests. Hobbies. Goals and motivations. and things like that. Not that my father is a xy and my mother is a xy.

I never understood why girls like rich men. All I want is a smart nice devoted and faithful man who isn't afraid to talk about feelings and who give some place to his heart as well not only mind. Who doesn't wanna fuck around or talk with 232521 cheap girls.
 I dont wanna pend on my byofriend or be in thos kind of situations that I get a lot of suff while I dont get anything for him. Just be equal. And be right next to each other. And I support him, he supports me.
Is it too much to ask for?

A couple of days ago I was walking outside of the city and I felt perfect. I love singing and singing in the nature while hearing the birds is just something I could not live without. I can't really describe how much I need someone be right next to me. I dont mean like literally next to me. But to think that there are arms that always ready to give me a hug. And I can't really express how much I neeeed a dog. For those who never had a dog around will never know how it feels like. I had before and she was always with me. She always knew when I am happy and when I wanna cry.

Spear me the parts (spear me the parts)

When you shower me with gifts

Don't send me cards no box of chocolates

And don't promise me the world

I'm not that type of girl that needs that to feel complete

So don't bring me roses bring me the truth

And don't buy me diamonds cause that just won't do

Material things I could buy myself if I really want to

I need something special I need something new

Just give me you

Things on this world don't mean that much to me

I need your heart and I need honesty

If all you got is flashiness then please turn around and leave

So don't bring me roses bring me the truth

Don't buy me diamonds 'cause that just won't do

Material things I could buy myself if I really want to

I need something special I need something new

So don't bring me roses bring me the truth

Don't buy me diamonds cause that just won't do

Material things I could buy myself if I really want to

I need something special I need something new

Just give me you