go home, and the whole body pic

I was checking some old photos of me. It is fun to watch photos of old times. One of my old friend will come to me for a night. When I lived in my home town, we spend a lot of time together. NIhgts we went out of nowhere just to watch stars. Watch movie together. Or go cycling. I know him since primary school but when I moved here we stopped talking. I mean not that often. and anyway I cant really talk with anyone by chatting. I prefer in person.
So yeah I am really happy for this to meet him.

But anyway after one year. or... well more than one year. I will finally visit home. However I really dont feel like. not at all. But I must go home. I can't do this forever. Flee from my own past.  Going home is facing the dark side of my life. It reminds me how terrible everything used to be.

Anyway I will just go home, and next day in the morning I will come back ASAP.  Then close my door for 2 days and relax. Everything is fine. I came back. Relax. It's over for ever.


*****yeah thre isno whole body pic. i changed my mind and deleted.