My favorite app EVER!!!

The hooooooome!!!! I love it, this app, is all about interiour design. I just simply love. I can see different homes, rooms, designs. I took a photo of it just to show how it is.

This for example bedrooms

Oh my holy god. I tend to spend hours looking the photos. Oooor this is bathroom:

I love it. I look forward to "grow up" which means get to know someone, and have a life. I think the best part of my life is going to be, when we move together, and start thinking about these things. You know when things start to be more than a relationship. Or i dunno how to say. Or how to put in words.... 

When i was younger, i used to play with Sims. I bet everyonr heard about it. Nooo i didnt play it. I always started building a house. Design it. D the garden. Fornitures. And when i was done, i destroyed it, and start all over again, but with a different style. I knew the cheating stuff to be rich as hell, so i could buy the most designed shits ever! It was awesome. So yeah, i love it. 

....I used to watch the TV, things like this. Interior design, gardens... etc... 

And when i found this app, i spent the whole day with this. I :D oh god i should stop loving things this much. Or now spanish. I literall spend the ehoe day eatching spanish video. And just enjoy it. I never can get enough of something i like!

Exams yay

Ohhhh dear exams are coooomiiiiiiiiiing!!!! So exciting.

******* I promise this time i wont sit all day long on my ass and eat chocolate with chocolate. I wont eat 1 kg bread in 2 days. I wont find any resson " why to eat chocolate " like * i need carb, for my brain work, so i CAN eat chocolate" and i wont say "i dont have time to go to gym." *******
AMEN

So in the past days i started feeling how it feels like to study. I mean to study hard. I challenged myself. I wanted to get a 5 in russian. Just to check if i am stupid and unable to study or just simply lazy. Aaaaand i got  5 yeessssss. So i jumped into my books. Lets see i have 16 subjects/exams. Niiice! I passed already 4. Very Niiice! Ad i failed alreay one. well... not that nice. Tomorow i have an exam. Then i have an other one on monday. It seems i wontgo home. Honestly i am not sad about it. Indeed. Ouhh..
If am i worried about my biggest russian exam ever? Not really. I know it depends on me. If i study i pass if i dont study i fail. Obvious. If i am worried about my Statistics exam? HELL YES!!! If i study im not sure i pass. If i dont study, well that sucks.
So yeah this is pretty much about school.
I will buy soon my gym ticket. My friend always in there so i eill join her. And of couse keepgoingto spinning. I finished jogging, spinning is much more fun. And just makes miracles. Yaaaaaay!

i am fine, thank you

I am still alright. Yaaay indeed I am. Whenever I meet with one of my friend, I feel like I am recharged with power. I have quite a lot of energy anyway, but when I meet them, I have even more. Like. Seeing that they reached something. It makes me believe, I can do it too! And I am kinda maximalist, so my hardwork is endless. I always love improving. Getting better.

And somehow I still prefer being with my older friends. They just say I am "insolently young" which means in hungarian "szemtelenül fiatal".  Sometimes I just lie about my age. Because everybody thinks me older than I am. And when I say my real age, they are like. Really? Only?!?! And I am like..... yes...... "only". haha...





My gym monthly ticket, or well crystals or what the heck they are..... about to run out. I dont really know which one should I buy. monthy ticket, or crystals. (sounds weird!) I guess I will go for the monthly ticket. Because now that school ends, I can go to spinning and gym again yaaaay. I will need to do a "schedule" Spinning, studies, work. I dont really need more in my life. (Boyfriend?!) I gave up. If the time will come, he will find me.(ihope) I can't look for something, while I dont even know what i am looking for?! Just be taller. Please be taller. And have more mouscle than I have. Please... I dont wanna feel like I could break him by accident!

 Aaaaand I will go home! This is for sure. Probably next tuesday. And on wednesday. Come back. I will spend the night with some friends. And talk. talk talk talk.

go home, and the whole body pic

I was checking some old photos of me. It is fun to watch photos of old times. One of my old friend will come to me for a night. When I lived in my home town, we spend a lot of time together. NIhgts we went out of nowhere just to watch stars. Watch movie together. Or go cycling. I know him since primary school but when I moved here we stopped talking. I mean not that often. and anyway I cant really talk with anyone by chatting. I prefer in person.
So yeah I am really happy for this to meet him.

But anyway after one year. or... well more than one year. I will finally visit home. However I really dont feel like. not at all. But I must go home. I can't do this forever. Flee from my own past.  Going home is facing the dark side of my life. It reminds me how terrible everything used to be.

Anyway I will just go home, and next day in the morning I will come back ASAP.  Then close my door for 2 days and relax. Everything is fine. I came back. Relax. It's over for ever.


*****yeah thre isno whole body pic. i changed my mind and deleted.

when working out smells like anorexia

I post this because today as I was just checking my old workout pages I found this girl. Well I never followed this girl, because I used to follow a girl, but suddenly she stopped, and an other girl replaced her. Then I stopped watching that workouts, because this girl has nothing that I want to have.
So today I was like, im gonna check her out. (because as everyone knows I like stalking :D ) How is it going. And I was like hoooooolyyyyy shit! She is so disgustingly skinny. Who the hell wants to look like her?!
Ok I will just show the video.

This video when she started (and I stopped) workout. She was skinny here though, but it was her body, I was like ok, she cant do anything, She is tall, and stuff like that. It's fine. She was even kinda pretty here. so its fine.





BUT HERE!
 then today, I checked right now. So yeah. I just show the video, and everyone can meditate about her body. She could ACTUALLY teach me
???????????how to transfer the fat out of my ass into my breast.????????
 Because this is what happened with her. So yeah. Its pretty much it. This is how a skeleton works out.



 sexy isn't?


And NOW I show myyyyy best favority awesome number1 workout inspiration.
well yeah she improved! So this is just some sort of motivation  for everyone i guess.
On the videos she is trying with almost the same exercise (inthe second one from 1:00) and yeah. that exercise is really . but REALLY hard.

why i love workout

I thought I will collect the reasont why I love it. Its because of me. It would encourage me to recall all these things.
And of course just FYI

1. makes me happy
   Yaaaay as I have said so many times, its because its simply makes me happy. After exercising I feel incredibly awesome. Happy. Satisfied and calm. 
2. makes me feel confident & proud of myself
3. reduces stress and clears mind
   it really helps me to stay calm. and get rid of stress. If I dont exercise i am more unpatient, and get mad much faster at anyone.
4. improves my health, and wanna be strong & flexible
   I want to be active, and want my body to be strong. Not only now, but for all my life. And if I exercise, I help my body to be & stay fit. As they say: "Strong is the new skinny".
   And also I sleep better, i am more capable, my mind is sharper. So yeah. I love it.
5. Boosts my immune system
   
6. Gives a good shape
7. I can eat more
   Yes, very important reason. I love eating. I love chocolate and carbs. 
8. Sweating is SEXY and HOT!!!
9. reduces my blood pressure
   however my b.p. isnt that high. It has never been. 
10. boosts my metabolism
11. improves inner strength, and helps to get to know my own body
    "I can do it"
12. improves & helps with pain tolerance
13. I can make new friends
14. and its FUN

And of course there is a lot more reasons....