Surviving Christmas!

As everyone knows - or no one - I kinda hate christmas. Since it's the " holiday of family ". Yesterday my dad just called me out of nothing, he would come today. I was like. Good. I didn't want to meet him yet.

Today as I wake up, I was kinda nervous, I simply wanted to put my pillow on my head and stay like that the whole day. 

but que hacer.....I got up though. 

My dad arrived. we were kinda looking each other's face had nothing to tell each other. Then after one hour, it was getting better. And then we were talking. 

So alles zusammen... it was nice. I am happy that we could talk. about his life, about my life. I am relieved! YAY

a good driver never gets his eye off of the road while driving! BOOOOM!

we went to a restaurant. I totally forget to take picture of the food, so I took a picture of it when I finished. haha.. It's still looks good anyway

Of course. Mozzarella. I am in love with Mozzarella.....

After I got home, just simply tried to clean the flat, and order things. I like keep my stuff in order. Why? I dont know. But when my things in order, I feel like my mind is clear as well. And im more balanced. 

First I actually had no clue what to put in that vase. So I put a napkin into this. I tried some origami but my "art" just totally reminded me of the shape of a woman pussy. So I decided just simply put it into that stuff. 

I also got some cakes! mmm Yummy!!! Just simply love it. 

.....Yesterday I watched a movie with my lovely friend, and we watched "Surviving Christmas" 

Renting a family for christmas?! Totally accepted. 

Maybe when Im older, and end up being alone at christmas time, I will  be doing the same!