update! it's spring! love is in the air

I am allllllright! Well not. Im sick as hell. I dont see, i cant breath, I can't move, I have headache, and every kind of shit.  also my noses (yes my both noses haha ) are bleeding. booo And I am bitchy and snoring. Embarrasing. I hoped i wont be snoring. But I do. I hate being sick. so so so so badly!

The past 2 weeks i was kinda unavailabe nearly for everyone. I was either on the training, or home or sleeping. Now it seems I will have more time, I can attend again lectures, and make up for lost time.
Next week I have 2 russian exam. Aaaaah,lot ot words, and lotof phrases and grammars! Crazy, but Its fine. I just have to sit down and spend all my day with my russian. It is going to be fine. no worries.

Today my friend puts perm in her hair. I am so excited about it. I have never seen it for real. Yeah yeah pictures. i saw. my grandma i saw.. but youngs! have never! I am really really really excited about this. I love perm as well. If I will have long long long (AND LOND) hair, I will probably will put perm into my hair like in the lord of the dance. That hair is just simply BEAUTIFUL.

but actually this whole video is amazing. love love love. the dance, the legs, the hair, the colour, the body. 

Btw.. Yesterday i saw a so sick thing. I spent a lot of time with chidren. I always BEHAVEd RIGHT. followed the rules. (in front of them) if it's red I STOPPED. and wait untill it is cleeeaaarly green. Just because of the child. to teach them. "you see? it's red, you must not cross the street, even if it seems in 2 kms you are the only one existing.. whatever...  "
Then I saw a woman with TWO!! children. I was like. ok ok ok I will stop as well. just because i dont wanna confuse poor children. Then the mother just passed the red  light, and crossed the street... FML

It's kinda the same when I hear speaking the .....2 years old children "fuck you bitch". Will I aint gon' say anything. But think... silly ppl.

And op op op I almost forgot it! I am one year older! yess, yess. I am getting older. Well, I dont see any difference, and can't experience anything new, but I am glad. In that day I ate a llooooot of chooclates. I ws worth it.

One more thing. Me and my friend werre talking about dead bodies. She said it was so heavy. Then we started talking about this. Why get's the dead and sleeping body heavier. A lot of ppl says that sleeping body is not getting heavier.
But I clrearly remember, when I put the kids sleep, I exactly knew when they fell asleep, because suddenly the were like 1-2 kilo heavier.
We found this really interesting.
...Ahhh I miss so much being surronded with lovely kids. I actually have 3 little step sibling. But.... They have already forgot me. Isn't that embarrasing?