I bought new training clothes, I do want to use it.
Now seriously. Yesterday I checked how much kg i am, and i was about to cry. My friend came over, we were talking, or we started studying. he helped me. Then we actually ended up doing exercises in my room. :-)
I was showing him how flexible i am
. muhaha i showed some positions included splits. and he showed me some good positionsas well. He jogs as well. 10-20 kms.
I was complaining, how fat i am, and I feel terrible in my body. it was really lovely of him that he said, i will lose it, and i can do it, and we will go jogging togethe
r, and trallalla.and he also said, i am pretty right now. so no worries. And he sees i am full of muscle, so no wonder im that heavy.
So now I actually feel myself better. I am happier.
I took today a before picture. and after 4 weeks, i will take another photo. I am curious if I will change or nott. slim down, or whatever.
Hopefully with spring will come happiness as well. I gave up on boys, so it will come when it wants. but hapiness is something that I need. I wanna flowers, i wanna see birds, i wanna see GREEN AND YELLOW!! and i wanna see beautful white clouds, and i wanna be in the sun, and just feel how warm it is. I wanna smell the typical spring flowers and get some lovely flowers into my room and into the flat. I am a huge fan of flowers. I dont mean the cutted one. I mean which is alive, and will be growing! aaaah goddnes..... FML
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