Be yourself doesnt mean burp :D

Im alright. I have a lot to study. Specially the russian. At the moment. And international economics. Ohh i just wanna pass the exams. I skipped a some spinning class as well. I was like. Study? Or Gym?... I really should study.. S insted i started again jogging with my friend at night. Which is better. Though i miss spinning. I will mix them. Muhaha.

Me and my friend were talking about wedding. Because 3 of her friends get married. 2 of my friends get married. Wooow i am really happy for them,  but, i dont kmow if i could get married. i wanna very much. On the other hand i dont know when i was younger i said. NOOO. Now i dont know. As im getting older im like. Best moment of my life will be  when the man im in love with ask me, will you marry me?
But when i think about marriage it brings me down. Everybody has like minimum 40 member of family. I have just me ....and maybe 4 more. Or maybe 5.
Or when i will graduate. Who will be there for me? Indeed i will ahave 2 graduations.... embarrasing..My sis told be in advance: " no worries sis, i will represent the family for you! " :) so i will do for her.

Then we (me and my friend) were alkin about " why no one want me " 

It was funny because as we started talkin how good to be yourself when you find someone who loves you just like you are....and no act, and you know just be how you are for real. And heis there always even when your horny as hell. You dont haveo be afraid of appearing to be a bitch, beause he is with you annnnnnyyyy wwwaaaaaaayyyy.

Then she started like " yess and you can burp, fart, can skip shower. Just be yourself! " :DDDDDDDDDDD then she was like aaaaaaaaahh you did not mean THESE when you said BE YOURSELF. now i understand whi my relationships died! :DDDDDDDD. Silllllllly woman!  :) i am very extra happy i have her.