Go out and motivation

Yeeey im still alive. Im studing mostly. However yestezrday i went out with some friends. Though i kept talking with one boy the whole night. Almost. He even lifted me. I was really suprised he can lift me up. :))) i loveeeee being lifted upppp.  S yeah the night was really really nice!!

And i got the title : the woman with big boobs! YESS! :D

In my free time. Or better say breaks during studying, i siiiiiiing! I neverget tired of singing. And honestly since i rekord them with this program, or whatever my voice improved a lot. Because i hear myself better, and i can control better my notes. I love love love love love LOVE singing. And what i get feedbacks that they love it.
2 things makes me so happy if someone tells me:

1. You have pretty hair
2. You have nice voice!

I wish i could study singing, or start singing, but nowadays these x factor anx i dont know... They are not how i wanna try.
If i will have a baby, i wont stop singing for her or with her. My parents used to be in a chores, my dad had a hobby group. But they never sang to me.
When i was with my little sis, they were only 4 years old and 1 years old, but i put sleep the younger one jn sleep by singing to her, and the older one, i was just sang with her. :) i remember i even teached her dancing. How pity i will never ever see them again for the rest of my life.

http://www.smule.com/p/88694637_10953844. #stand by me

http://www.smule.com/p/52120808_10941030 #king of anything

Now i go to study ir maybe before that i do some exercise. I have to get rid of my fat, i found a motiation!!

Be yourself doesnt mean burp :D

Im alright. I have a lot to study. Specially the russian. At the moment. And international economics. Ohh i just wanna pass the exams. I skipped a some spinning class as well. I was like. Study? Or Gym?... I really should study.. S insted i started again jogging with my friend at night. Which is better. Though i miss spinning. I will mix them. Muhaha.

Me and my friend were talking about wedding. Because 3 of her friends get married. 2 of my friends get married. Wooow i am really happy for them,  but, i dont kmow if i could get married. i wanna very much. On the other hand i dont know when i was younger i said. NOOO. Now i dont know. As im getting older im like. Best moment of my life will be  when the man im in love with ask me, will you marry me?
But when i think about marriage it brings me down. Everybody has like minimum 40 member of family. I have just me ....and maybe 4 more. Or maybe 5.
Or when i will graduate. Who will be there for me? Indeed i will ahave 2 graduations.... embarrasing..My sis told be in advance: " no worries sis, i will represent the family for you! " :) so i will do for her.

Then we (me and my friend) were alkin about " why no one want me " 

It was funny because as we started talkin how good to be yourself when you find someone who loves you just like you are....and no act, and you know just be how you are for real. And heis there always even when your horny as hell. You dont haveo be afraid of appearing to be a bitch, beause he is with you annnnnnyyyy wwwaaaaaaayyyy.

Then she started like " yess and you can burp, fart, can skip shower. Just be yourself! " :DDDDDDDDDDD then she was like aaaaaaaaahh you did not mean THESE when you said BE YOURSELF. now i understand whi my relationships died! :DDDDDDDD. Silllllllly woman!  :) i am very extra happy i have her.

here we aaaare I sing.

I am not a pavarotti, and have never studied the technique, so dont expect much. booooo. And yes I know the lyrics is wrong. (whose who understand hungarian sure will notice ) But i have never heared like oh god stop singing im going deaf! :-) Which makes me feel better. so thank you!

How i am? I am alright. I m studing actually. My russian exam is coomiiiiiiing so im about to get scared of it. Thou make me feel better that that is my last russian exam... so yeeaaaaaah i wanna pass it, oh please. i wanna pass it.

I dont know what to say. I have no inspiration. I just posted my singing.