yeeeeeey I disappeared I know. But I had no energy to write.... at all.... I am so busy. I leave home at 7-8 and got home around 19:00. I can't even get to the library. They keep charging me. FML
in the weekend I will be able to go there. And pay all the fees..... damn it....
Im studying for my classes and for my training. Which is both... I dont mean hard..... rather a lot. But I know all I need is time. day to day I know about this more and more. Im reading every day. (specially today and monday) yesterday I had no time. craaaaaap! But now it's fine. classes at uni are gone untill wednesday!
I actually enjoy this training, I mean i find it intresting and everything. so just head up!
The only one thing that makes me sad, that I have no time to go to the gym. I am too tired. I look forward the better weather.... It's more different to just go out and start jogging than go to gym, change clothes go to the equipment, then change, then change clothes, come home take shower... takes toooooooo much time. and also expensive. Jogging is for free! And I prefer....!
And I prefer working out at home. I actually have just found out a completly new exercise! YAAAY
And.. I had my birthday. I am older! YAY!!! I am so happy. sooo it means, it's time to change. I know I said a lots of new things on the new year resolutions. But It's birthday. It's more important. For me. I guess.. :-)
With one of my friend I talk much less. Which is sad actually, but.... i can't do anyhing. The story about this shit is all about the 'more than friendship' stuff. He wanted to have more than I can offer. And since that day we dont talk. How can a friendship turn into this? Anyway it's fine. Things have to be accepted sometimes.
Friday White angeeeel! I am not sure I should go, because I have to do so many things even at saturday. So I m still pending about this. In this state im going. But tomorrow most likely I will be busy again untill night, so maybe I wil say 'fuck it im tired wanna get into bed. " I dont know yet.
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